Covered in Rain

Have you ever had a moment that you wished would last forever? Just a particular point in time when everything feels right. When your happy with the place your in, the people your with, and the things your doing. Unfortunately for us, these moments don't last forever. In fact some of our most cherished moments in life might have been some of our briefest. Mine was.

Theres always situations that you wish could be more than they just are. Taking things to the next step. But it's not allowed.. not right now at least. Maybe time will eventually permit it, or maybe by the time would that opportunity is gone. Feelings change, places change, people change. But the desire for that one moment is always the same.

It's a challenging task. Do you walk away and take it for what it's worth? Do you keep going and going, trying to get to where you want to be? There tough calls. For some people it might be black and white.. for some it may not. The worst part is when your close to someone and you share feelings but it can't be, because of how others would perceive it and this causes a separation.

It's always nice to be close to someone, but it hurts when they move on because they have too. For a time we would talk everyday! Tell each other the most random, but important details of each other and our lives. I told her stuff, that I have never told anyone. And now, well now we rarely talk. And it sucks. She's moved on I assume, and it's killing me. That was something I never wanted to end and it's seemed as though it has slipped right through my hands. I want it back, but I don't think I can.