Covered in Rain II

I was right. She's gone. She found someone new. I've been upset about it ever since she told me. I try to hide it, but for some reason it's completely obvious to those around me. Now it's just getting to the point where I'm just completely bitter about it all.I honestly don't think I could ever do better than her. In fact, it's probably justified because I didn't even deserve her. Her and everything about her is better than me in every aspect. Maybe, I should just be thankful that anyone as great as her could have even of had feelings to me.

I could just chalk it up, but it still hurts. Theres really no changing that. Unless some miracle happens in the future, I'm done for on that one. I let her get away, and it's going to kill me. Everyday.

I guess theres not much to do now. I shouldn't dwell on it. As time goes by, it won't be as bad. I need someone new. It's the only way I can put her behind me. I guess, that's a goal for the summer now..